A lil time away

Decisions decisions....life is filled with them and most are no where near easy. Sometimes no matter how much you  decide that you want something the act of doing remains arduous. I'm no pseudo 50 shades of gray type of girl. I jump into everything completely and I try not to let things get in the way. Making the complete and total pentacle of your satisfaction  24/7 the satisfaction of another is however, to say the least a complex undertaking. On occasion in my Lil mind I dwell on it and dare I say even find myself burdened by my own need to live under such strict and passionate circumstances. Luckily, however, I have a loving and compassionate Master. He is always there to not only offer a supportive and listening ear but, to provide me with the discipline I require in my rebellious states.  Thus I am free to meander through these lapses in focus "unscathed" and in the end loved all the more.