One of the first things I learned on this journey is to let go. In the chaos of the day I remain in control during office hours making sure everything is in its place and everyone stays on task, meetings, reports, constant rule. I find myself barely able to contain the excitement as I enter the final hour of my workday. I realize returning home I can finally be myself. Closely following the routine daddy has established I carefully shed the demands of my work day , shower, reflect, prepare and trade my business attire for his collar and nothing else. Usually rushing into my place I kneel by the door excited waiting to hear his keys in the door. I crave the release of being able to be under his control and I fall into place at his feet so gracefully.
